Blues ..

I can't seem to erase all the memories of you..No matter how hard I try it's something I can't do...i just hate myself.. n i hate dis feeling dat keeps on ringing in my head ... huh..! it doesn't end...! i am unable to move on.. i am unable to mend my broken heart .. is it so difficult to let go of sumone or its just dat i dun want to .. ? everyday i try to fix up mah broken heart but alas i can't..

i dun wana live in dis pain anymore.. dun wanna hurt mahself.. dun wana cry for dat insensitive soul who left me wid a broken heart n broken dreams..i just can't .. :( i waana be happy .. i wanna be smile..is it a lot i ask from god ..? huh maybe in my case it is a lot .. i hate dat loser who once called me his gal . .. :( i am search of my happiness n yes insearch of mahself..

Removed..!

Removed..!

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"Why do people say, 'Follow your heart,' when it's your heart you can't trust?" Jerks.. :|
i have nuthing to rite dese days.. i am so blank.. have turned so insensitive.. it's all becoz of dose 4 letters..wat shuld i rem n wats more important to me .. da love dat we shared,da memories dat we shared or u .. :( damn damn damn..! it's a crazy feeling .. It's crazy. It's like finding something that you haven't been looking for and have always wanted... i have turned insane..
i wanna be mahself.. return bck to normality... help...!! why is dat wen i start writing i think bout him.. i am pissed wid many things.. hope dey get bck to normal orelse i will go mad .. Huh..! :|