Blues ..

I can't seem to erase all the memories of you..No matter how hard I try it's something I can't do...i just hate myself.. n i hate dis feeling dat keeps on ringing in my head ... huh..! it doesn't end...! i am unable to move on.. i am unable to mend my broken heart .. is it so difficult to let go of sumone or its just dat i dun want to .. ? everyday i try to fix up mah broken heart but alas i can't..

i dun wana live in dis pain anymore.. dun wanna hurt mahself.. dun wana cry for dat insensitive soul who left me wid a broken heart n broken dreams..i just can't .. :( i waana be happy .. i wanna be smile..is it a lot i ask from god ..? huh maybe in my case it is a lot .. i hate dat loser who once called me his gal . .. :( i am search of my happiness n yes insearch of mahself..