Sunday, May 17, 2009

Sleepless Nites .. :)

its 2.16am i am still awake..! i dunn wana sleep coz i dun wana meet u in my dreams again.. watta life i have got.. it seems i have nuthing dat i can call mine..my life is all b'out having da rite person at da wrng time,having da wrong person wen da time is rite n finding dat u love sumone after they walk out of sight.. is dis wat we call da games played by life.. huh! disguisted ..!!
Love.. a four letter word dat makes a major impact into our lives.. y dis word hurts so much for sum plp..? why does it ache .. ? i ve never been afraid or scared of losing anything in my life , but wen i luk back nuthing meant as much as to me as u do..
Life is really kickin me hard..i dunno what to do where to go .. i know love will come take a hold of me, but i fear it coz dunn wana be hurted all ova again..
there are many lessons in life dat are learnt wen u try n spend ur days widout em.. i do miss sumone special in mah life.. i do miss sumone callin me his destiny.. where are you..? i want to forget him n start a new life..! but whoeva cumes fills da place breaks mah heart n leaves me in da middle of nowhere... i feel so incomplete... ! cum to me n make my life worth living.. :) awaiting ... :)
see by readin dis blog i guess u guys would feel how confused i am wid life..! dats all b'coz i want it to be perfect.... :)

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